My Love

Itne din tho hum sirf jee hi rahe the
Dil ne dhadakna toh aapse milne ke baad seekha

Zindagi ne kayi gam diye
Humne unhe aasani se pee liye
Par ek nasha hum jee hi nahi paa rahe
Woh aur kuch nahin, aapke pyar ko
Hum dil mein sil hi nahin paa rahe

Aap par hum iss tarah fida hain
Ki din aur raath ka patha nahin
Din aur raath ko chodo
Humein toh khud ka patha yaad nahin

Zindagi se bas ek shikayath thi
Kaash hum aapke dhadkan ban sakthe
Aur ab jab ban gaye hain toh phir ek shikayat hai
Kaash hum apni saasein bhi aapko de sakthe


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