Tumhari Yaadein


Zindagi itni aage bad chuki hai
Kuch bhi sochne ka waqt nahin
Par jab bhi mein apne aap ke saath baiththi hoon
Mujhe sirf tumhari hi yaad athi hai

In tanhaiyon mein tum iss tarah ghul gaye ho
Ki yeah rang dil se mitutha nahin
Aaj bhi hum apni zindagi ke bare mein sochthe hain
Toh tum aag ki simton se sulag kar aa jaathe ho

Tumhari bahoon ki garmi aaj bhi mujhe thandak dilathi hai
Tumhari saanson ki aahat aaj bhi dil dhadkaathi hai
Kahan gaye woh din, jab tumhe mere bina neend nahin aati thi
Kahan gaye woh karvatein, jo meri baahon se shuru aur khatam hote they

Aaj iss akelepan mein ek baath ka faisla ho gaya
Tum bhale hi kitni bhi dhoor kyun na chale jao
Kisi aur ki baahon mein panah kyun na le lo
Mujhse mera woh pyar, tum chah kar bhi chcheen nahin sakthe
Tumhara woh pyar, main bhool kar bhi tumhe lauta nahin sakthi

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